sometimes i get very depressed and very scared when i see talented artists and professional artists and their astonishing work

because they make me realise that i’m not someone who could ever make it in the professional field? when i think i’ve gotten a great idea, even when i put my best effort in it i haven’t made anything that could ever compete. and when people say oh tumblr/deviantart/whatever is just for my silly doodles and my portfolio is completely different and even more astonishing and good god they’re talented. it makes me sad because i never produce anything i could ever put in a portfolio?

i might be okay at drawing but like that’s the only thing i can do. i mean i never put much effort into the things i draw and it’s kind of sad because i’d like to but i get frustrated and it makes me even more sad which makes me even more frustrated and lazy. makes me want to give up, all this. i mean i don’t have artistic vision or creativity or good ideas. i just draw the same things over and over again and that is why i will never become a professional and it makes me sad.